Last Day

Sigh...last day as a civilian,i guess i should be pretty happy that NS is coming soon,so i can quickly get started on the 2 years and finish it quickly. Yeah,that's all good and what,but still,i can't help being nervous about what's about to come when i enlist tomorrow. Lots of questions are filling my mind as the enlistment day draws closer,and today is the final day i can spend relaxing at home before NS begins.
Questions like, can i handle the training? Can i adapt to the new environment? How are the trainers there like? What if i couldn't take the training? Do i have the mental and physical endurance to pull me through the 2 months of BMT? (I'm in the PES A,Enhanced batch,meaning,training will be much tougher as they expected me to be very fit as reflected from the results of the napfa test)

Worrying about all this just makes me feel more and more nervous,i'm just listening to music and playing games to remove the thoughts and just stop thinking about it...haha maybe NS isn't as tough as i had imagined it to be,who knows...only time will tell...

Oh well

Shit,just 4 more days to NS...time passes by so quickly,yet when NS is so far away,i complained that time passes so slowly...hahaha,at least i spent my time working for 1/2 a year earning some money...have to adapt to the new life in NS...

Few days ago i went to watch Surrogates,it's not bad la,but still,i find it abit confusing,you know,can't differentiate who is robot and who isn't lol