Just bought solo tickets and hostel reservation to Sapporo yesterday, and it felt so hard doing it because of all the anxiety returning to me. In fact, I feel like I've already lost quite a lot of the progress made from psychotherapy years ago. Anyway, this is a trip to force myself to get out and do something, now that there's no such things as a 'friend' in my life. Friends? Are they edible? They're more like clothes you hang in your closet that you never take out to wear because you favour some clothes over others. Tired of even thinking about these skeletons in the closet, got to focus on the positive side.
It's going to be a week's long trip, and I kinda want to experience cooold weather again, AND the plane tickets are kinda cheap (compared to going Tokyo or Osaka Or Seoul). Itinerary wise, it's pretty simple. Only thing that is kinda confuses me now is the requirements to enter Japan, a.k.a vaccine certification. Got to get that sorted out, as my trip is just only a week from now (28 Nov - 5 Dec).
