#90

 As of 12/4/26, i quit my part time job. unfortunately my store manager never reply, so today 13/4/26,i text my duty manager to ensure clear communication, but i know they're always fucking up things so i won't be bothered to report to work this week with that fucked up work roster, and if my store/duty manager ignore, then that's their problem, not mine. either way, i suspect my store manager is implicitly trying to force me to quit. I don't know why she'll do that, in a time where the weather is getting hot and drinks sell faster, but whatever, the other part timer, the girl i had a crush on, had left end of last month and so i can move ahead with my plan to give the stupid fuckhead pinoy store manager more manpower issues by leaving too. fuck you jane

#89

 Well, 31/12/26 was her last day, and everything went normally. But today (2/4/26), I just had a mini breakdown over the multiple misunderstandings that I had with her, mixed in with the confusing feelings of liking her and yet having absolute zero free time to chat about shit. Ok I admit i kept forgetting, but only because the times we chat was when we're doing our work, so both of us are focused on getting shit done. Forget about whatever her marital status is, it's the unaddressed misunderstandings that made me cry today. I think what I'm going to do is to confide in the cleaner auntie that works at our store, and I know my female former-coworker is quite close with her, so I need to share bits about my shit to let it out, though this cleaner auntie is PRC and my chinese is shit. whatever la