Frustrated

Since the facebook post that i posted on 26th dec 2016 (and can be found a few posts down on this blog), no one has talked to me,except one of two friends. I'm now deciding whether or not to remove some of my secondary school friends because they're the ones i'm focusing my hate and anger on now. Fuckers knew I just need 2 minutes to distract myself by talking about life and catching up shit,but nope,no one gives a fuck. So i don't give a fuck too, 10 years of friendship means shit anyway,if online people can give a fuck about me more than they can. Can't blame them,since i don't offer anything that will benefit them,so they simply ignore me.

Courage

Taking the courage to talk about the things we've discussed in today's psychotherapy session was tough,but it is so rewarding and feels so relived to know that something that is frowned upon in the asian society can be normalised. It feels great knowing that things are not as horrible as my mind puts them to be.

2nd appointment of the day was the ent clinic. Fuck's sake, i have skin infection at my outer ear,now need cream,eardrops and antibiotics. wtf,might even have to postpone my surgery.

How do I stay strong?