#54

Still at a standstill in my life, with a bit of setback in terms of feeling lonely and annoyed at others for being busy and stuff. Now even I have a bit of doubt about setting my goals to work overseas as being realistic or not. I mean, I have no chance at all, and I'm just deceiving myself? Am i worrying too much again? I just wish somebody would give me a reality check on my progress. Anyway, I'll have to rethink my shit after my surgery when I have nothing to do while recovering and hoping no complications will occur.